Mentally Ill man posts at Inreview....

http://www.antollma.info/spip.php?rubrique67



There is the link. I wandered onto to it this morning, in a post by a mentally unstable fellow at Inreview.


He calls himself Antoll Ma, which he claims is Jesus Christ through some numerology crappola. I spent about an hour going through his site, reading his stuff. I normally find such things entertaining, as the guy is loopy as a fruit bat, but as I read, I felt a great deal of pity for the feller.

Guy is nutz. Been nutz since he was 9 if you believe his ramblings. I wonder why he has not been given any help, or is not in a mental institution.


The highlights of what I read:

1. At nine, the guy saw a statue of the virgin mary move.

2. At 12 he saw a floating red ball in his room, after seeing a vivid lightning strike.

3. He was going to join the police but a voice told him not too.

4. He met two aliens, grey boys, on a path, and one removed a fake glass eye. He felt up the female alien. I don't think he meant it in a sexual way though.

5. He became God and felt what it is to be Almighty.

6. He wrote to heads of state and told them that the world will end unless they make his the ultimate master of the world.

7. He says he has two people inside him, one a smaller ego, (the little me) and the one who runs things day to day.

8. A statue of Budda moved and lit up, so he bows to any statue of Budda he comes across.

9. While in the army, he got some wood for a fire, but he got logs and it was a cross, so he carried a cross just like Jesus.

10. Aliens woke him up and put a strange fork like device into his head, which left minor scarring, that later went away.

11. His ultimate goal is to take over the world, be the ultimate master, have zero tolerence for religion, rule with an iron fist to bring in peace.



I spent about an hour there, reading this crap, feeling more and more sorry for the man. The site went on and on. There was literally hours and hours more to read about all kinds of crazy ****.


As some of you know, I got super hammered a couple of years ago, drank some Kentucky Deluxe while doing yard work. That is the drunkest I have ever been. It was a very sunny spring day, and I was hauling sand over to another area of the yard. How I was able to even walk is beyond me.

Anyhow, I looked over to the field nearby, and saw every blade of grass swaying in the wind had glints of sunshine off it. I could see every glint, or thought I could. It was the most wonderful thing I have ever scene. I went along with the dirt and at my feet, I saw some weeds, they looked like small Tree of Heaven offshoots from one I got on the fence.

I thought they looked like the field of roses from the Dark Tower books. The scarlet field of Ka Kan No Rey. The rose which surround the Dark Tower.


Anyhow, after I sobered up, (i posted some drunk pics of my flowers that I took, but I don't recall where I put them at Inreview) I saw they was weeds and got back into normal everyday thinking.

But I think it's safe to say, I was mentally bonkers there for about 2 hours.


This guy with this site has been like that for his whole damn life. Part of me is happy for him, as the feeling (at least for me) of being mentally nutz was a happy experience, to be like that you whole life, a total loon case, making no sense to anyone, and driven to make some silly ass retard site about all your experiences with floating orbs and aliens and little beings inside you, that would suck.

I felt pity for the fellow instead of the normal feeling I feel when confronted with the mentally ill, which is "get away from me dude".

My uncle was crazy, and whether it was taught on purpose or not, we were taught to disrepect him and hate him. He threatened violence on us as children, attacked my brother once, kicked our dog. I guess it was natural that we didn't like him.

Now, older, I see he was sick, and with maturity, see that it was wrong to hate him, I should have felt sorry for him. He saw all kinds of crazy things like the dude up top, I don't know if he had demon problems or was just mentally ill. At this point, either way, whichever he had, it wasn't his fault what he was.

That's some crazy stuff there. Aliens, moving statues... and he became god? Uhhhh, yeah!! Dude needs to be in an institution. Or, he's just posting all that crap for attention, but doesn't really believe it.

I think the dude it toast. I don't see him putting that much energy into a website for a joke.

poor fella.

Well, then maybe someone who actually knows him should see about getting him some help.

I mean, can you imagine believing that you were seeing aliens, and talking with them? That you were seeing the Virgin Mary statue move? That you became god?

Peeps like that need some SERIOUS help. And maybe put on Lithium for a spell.

Guys over in Europe somewhere, probably got some Euro law against putting him away. I dunno.

The lightning thing got me, dude sees a lightning bolt, then of course, hell yeah, he sees a red light in his vision, cause of the strike, but he thinks it's a probe that is scanning him.

what is it that makes you guys think he's mentally unstable?

I read through some of the stuff in his site and it all seems pretty cut-and-dry to me

It was just a hunch. Guy could be on the up and up.

For a minute I thought you were talking about malcolm_xx

Maybe Malcolm is the guys "little me", that tells him what to do?

I would hate to have malcolmxx as my mini me, or anything else.

Whidden wrote:

1. At nine, the guy saw a statue of the virgin mary move.

Someone pushed it over, aiming for it to land on him.

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2. At 12 he saw a floating red ball in his room, after seeing a vivid lightning strike.

It was called a balloon. Why he'd have a balloon during a thunder storm, I don't know, but there it is.

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3. He was going to join the police but a voice told him not too.

That was the recruitment guy trying to explain why he didn't pass his psych test.

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4. He met two aliens, grey boys, on a path, and one removed a fake glass eye. He felt up the female alien. I don't think he meant it in a sexual way though.

They were Chinese rice-field workers covered in mud, and the asshole just goes and feels them up. What a jerk.

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5. He became God and felt what it is to be Almighty.

No argument for this one. Must be true.

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6. He wrote to heads of state and told them that the world will end unless they make his the ultimate master of the world.

I have no doubt in my mind that he's done this countless times. Mind you, he probably sent them to Ronald McDonald and the rest of the folks and McDonald House.

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7. He says he has two people inside him, one a smaller ego, (the little me) and the one who runs things day to day.

I've heard a lot of nuts people actually think their brain is separate to themselves. There's nothing special about it, it's just the fact that your brain can think words, and you can say words outloud without thinking them... well, it gets confusing.

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8. A statue of Budda moved and lit up, so he bows to any statue of Budda he comes across.

It was the Chinese New Year parade, no doubt. They must have had glowing buddah floats that particular year.

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9. While in the army, he got some wood for a fire, but he got logs and it was a cross, so he carried a cross just like Jesus.

That's what I'd do too; I mean... how else would you carry two huge chunks of wood in a cross shape? Can't carry that under your arm.

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10. Aliens woke him up and put a strange fork like device into his head, which left minor scarring, that later went away.

That was his step-father in his special bedroom atire.

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11. His ultimate goal is to take over the world, be the ultimate master, have zero tolerence for religion, rule with an iron fist to bring in peace.

There are so so so so many people who've had this goal before him, hope he wasn't aiming to be original.

LMAO Oh man, Grant.... now we know the truth about it all.


As for #5, and being god: I don't know about this. I think that he ran into some janitor wearing all white, who preformed some magic, and "granted" him some powers, for seven days. But, he never could do anything. Wait... is his name BRUCE ALMIGHTY?

If he his the almighty it does beg the questions, "what does God need with a website?"

-HECK!

True.... very true. Unless he's looking to find his true followers.

If he was God, he wouldn't have begged to not have his links removed in the Inreview thread. Poor insane idiot.

Well, that's not true.... maybe he thought that he was going to find his "right hand" on INR.

I thought you were talking about bob.

and then I just simmed the website and saw the pics of the planes and was like sure they must be talking baoutbob, but then i read some and you arent talking about bob are you?

LMAO no, I think that if it is ANYONE is it NiTika or however hre banned self was spelled. Maybe it was one of her personalitites.

Yeah, it could be one of her many personalities. Though, I think that she was a liar, and used that as an excuse for her bahavior there. Probably uses it as an excuse in life as well.